SUMMER FREEDOM!!!

HOORAY!!! August 7th....2015.... the last summer.... I'll ever have experienced while I was still in college!!! WOW!!! :) I so cannot believe it!!! It's such an extremely awesome and rewarding feeling. I've spent five years of my life, going to school (and working in between time), but now soon... it will be but a faint memory of hours spent in classrooms.. writing papers... and thinking about how smart you are.. yet now. The time is come- where all is FLUX. :) My performance will no longer be for my own "good" or my own "liking" as far as grades... instead it will be a test of my professionalism and know how. I am destined to mess up- have good days- have learning days-- and be in FLUX- forevermore.
For now, I feel slight certain, that these times are a time of security.. for college.. the worst that can happen.. is possibly an A- or a B... yet.. I don't receive any monetary anything for this work- it's simply for myself for my own professional development.
I feel eager and excited... I have 3 weeks of SUMMER FREEDOM <3 Before journeying back off to school. I'm super excited and happy... however... I am going to enjoy all the challenges that school brings my way this last full semester at school. I'm going to joy in the pains of long papers, tainted sleep, and complaining classmates. I'm going to joy in the hardships of task and labor of work.. of the babbling children and those of interesting comment. Bring it life, for thus is life... in all, in all, is everything. :)

:) ... So now may be the time to create my bucket list.. I only have a few.
*Visit Mary Ellen for a week
*Order all my new textbooks
*Go school shopping
*Get some new tennis shoes...
And enjoy every adventure as it comes. For who knows what the best day is. For a best day is something we decide within ourselves. Perhaps, our best day could be our worst day if we perceive it correctly. Maybe our very sorrows are our real triumphs. Maybe then, today. :) is the day.